of you. >> good morning. >> raquel, first -- >> good morning to you, steve. >> tough decision, choosing probation means all of this is over. behind you. choosing a new trial brings a lot of emotional risks and legal risks. what is your decision? >> well, i have decided to go along with the new trial. >> why is that? >> first, what you said about the emotional risk and the legal risk versus just letting it be over. as i mentioned before, going through thing like this makes you a heck of a lot tougher. by all means, you know, you don't want to wake up in the morning with that hanging over your head. it's bad enough to wake up ever morning knowing you're minus one of your children and you'll never see them again. to have the conviction hanging there also, it's -- that will be, i think, a little more emotional in the long run because it has been right now and that's going to stay forever, along with the fact that he's gone. >> but to make that decision, you have to have some faith that in, in fact the, the justice system treated you last time that it won't again. >> that's a risk i'm willin